for the fifth time i say! i'm sad sad sad sad sad sad! I don't put too much energy into solving a friend's. despite how quickly the electronic devices work, I may not be in the right time or place to solve a problem for someone else. There is a good chance that i have issues of my own, and will have more if i'm getting around rules to do what i feel like doing. icould be accused of irresponsibility, but this will be by someone who thinks they should be treated in a special way, far beyond what any human being can give. can everything be back to square one? i don't want to turn one big round and then back to nothing. i won't be happy if things is undone. i like doing things using my own ways, i dislike people who order me to do things, especially bossy people. and i admit that was what i'm last time. but i changed to a better person.
yes, i'm a girl who likes being crazy and jokes around with friends, but is that really wrong if i does things my way? i don't find it childish, but yet, i find it fun! and its fun! FUN!

i dislike people copying me, that is why i don't copy people. again, i repeat myself, i hate people who COPY me! i don't want to show things out in ways that people might think i'm the selfish one. even though if i really is being selfish i don't mind letting you to have that feeling! i sincerely don't mind.

Happy? Sad? Angry? Smile? Cry? Scold the wall? EMO? what? WHAT?? what mood am i now?