i don't know if you're writing that last sentence on your blog to hint me or something? i got this strong feeling, that sentence is for me. i am not going to ask you that sentence is for who. BUT i know its for me!
i shouted and pointed yesterday when going home, is because i am really fed up! waited at the road for so long. in the end i called nobody bothers to pick up my call. isn't that going to make me so freak up? i don't care if you're happy or not happy with me. but i just was fed up, nobody answered my call. if you don't feel any vibration, you can tell me when we met each other, why did you kept quiet? isn't that going to make more misunderstanding? i thought you are always the person who makes me feel happy, and whatever shit happened to me, the 4th person who came to my mind is you. first two double, third is him. you are the 4th! i told you everything about what ever thing of mine. sometimes i always wondered would you be like some other classmates who doesn't care anymore? but i chose to believe in myself and you!

when in train they took different cabin as me. i was with the boys. ALONE! do they bother? just because of not answering the phone, i shouted. doesn't mean i have to be left alone.

you guys can say that i don't bother to care about your feeling. but did you guys thought of me? NO! i can guarantee! the answer is no. so what now? everything's my fault? yeah okay fine. even if your blog is not saying about me, i still THINK that all of you are pissed with me so do i? i don't want to say anymore. it makes me feel very irritated.

you guys are not talking to me, so i am not talking too. i don't want to be an extra who starts the fire, and saved the fire.

stay happy, take care. love you baby shh!

Current mood : vent!