Dammit

Many things happened today. I'm so pissed off. Why? Why me? Why? Seriously I want peace. Is either you people give me peace. Or I leave. Simple. So yesterday, I did something I really shouldn't at the staircase during working time. I'm on my way home right now. I don't understand why? Isit really that difficult to stop badmouthing about someone who cares so much for you? Sometimes talking things out. Made the thing WORST. I repeat WORST! I wonder which was scarier? Sheltering in false hopes or waking up to the brutal truth? 

I freaking need to get this into my mind! - Don't trust too much, don't love to much, don't hope too much..because that TOO MUCH can hurt you so MUCH!  

Current mood : stressed.