it's 11.06pm now, and i'm still here blogging. just wanted to blog about some stupid and random stuffs happened to me that makes me feel so damn sad. well, today somebody ended friendship with me. and i fell down yesterday. full left hand aching like hell, left thumb having big blister, skin peeled off. which i don't really care at all, because i totally don't have the mood to. and something happened yesterday too. somebody just quarrelled with me because of something stupid, and although we are fine but i still think it's stupid. i wonder if i could just stay quietly in class, not talking/meeting/chatting/whispering/secreting with classmates/friends, things won't happened like now. i regretted telling the boy who i like, i regretted telling people my secrets, i regretted telling myself who should i trust when actually that fellow is betraying me. i regretted not listening to her advice, i regretted telling her what i think and make her angry, i regretted telling a lie to them, i regretted everything i done. seriously! i don't know what i had done to make life so miserable for me, but one day i'm gonna be fine. i assure!

if i'd just ignore everyone tomorrow, please don't find me weird, because i wrote every single thing here. and please don't ask me anything about this post. once i clicked publish post, it means, NO MORE QUESTIONS/COMMENTS about this post.

thank you blogger for letting me sharing my sadness/happiness/moodiness and whatever! thank you!

current mood : blanked! nothing can describe.